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Start venting unspeakable angers

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

Many have blogged. How does it feel? Curiousity hits me. How to find out? Only one way. Try it. How in the world izzit that anyone can patiently and consistently spend a good 30mins doing this? Im about to find out. Perhaps a good way to start would be to vent off the fustrations. Refering to my profiles…. Ive described how the existence of oneself is condemned. Lame, but realistic. Humans avoid such reality so that they can live in what they call…. "Desired Life". Would suggest to reconsider that.

Had a rough day, bad things seem to constantly happen to me. Feel as if, Ive jinxed myself. Overworked, underpaid. Who in the world would appreciate? No one. So? what do you suggest? Be more selfish, be more ruthless. Otherwise, u will be taken for granted. Why make urself miserable so that others can be amused or rewarded from that?

No point conversing too much…. would anyone comprehend? well….. everyone will have their own. So why bother? Juz leave it in this virtual world which acts like a blackhole, that sucks up all the fustration and anger, so as to warn others of the likelyhood of this happening to them (if they should ever decide to read this), as well as to remind myself, that this happened, and be tougher if it ever happens again.

Thoughts running so quickly that I dun even recall what there is to think about. Quieting the mind will help maintain the serenity and well-being of oneself. Try doing that? Yah…. will do that when Ive finished venting out all the pathethic rubbish that happened to me today.