Izobac’s Blog

Suddenly this came to me while i was riding home……….

If u think u are the best,

dun assume that you are the best,

so that you will work harder and be better.

If u are the best,

and you think you are,

than there won’t be room for more improvement.

If you don’t think you are the best,

however, others around you think you are,

be humble and not boast about your capability,

and learn much from them, cauz there will always be something to learn.

If you can follow this and be a humble person.

The best you might become.

Thats what I think. Hmmmm….. ponder more, I will………

just another tiring day…. simply can’t get to sleep after 11pm. stay in bed and eyes will stay wide open! leading to a day of sleepy spells in the cold office. condusive for naps in between the little "breaks" that i give myself at work… LOLX… but successfully stayed awake. no orders in the morning. BEST! spent the morning clearing the "arrowed" extra work load which is to be done to keep me occupied. as if im not busy enough. but done it in a jiffy. hmmm…. than keep finding things to fine tune and do. at least that made me awake.

Lunch was fun. Cafe Cartel. Company was interesting. Nat2, Lummy, Old Man Jack and new friend Jian Ning. But food sux. but hei.. who cares? what goes in must come out! LOLX. morale of the story? good company and staying happy will make the most tasteless food delicious.

PhEw! not easy. "You3 Jing1 Wu2 Xian4 You4 Dao4 Liu4 Dian3". no cockups today. sailed smoothly today. met up with J.D. went shopping for a new pair of shoes for myself @ peninsular. while waiting for him, decided to go into gramaphone to check out some new CDs…… than ponder upon this CD by corrinne may……. put on the headphones……. listen to "save me"…… hmmm….. nice! (http://www.corrinnemay.com/safe/flash/index2.htm) try to listen to it! its nice! … wanted to buy it…. than… wait wait… decided to wait for another time to get it….. today is SHOES day…….. finally, J.D. showed up………look up and down. nothing within my miserable budget. than TADA! a nice discounted leather shoe. "TING!" …. J.D said…. "u still hav to tink? i beat u." …….  MAI TU LIAO!…… although exceeded alittle but still fine…. tomorrow still can makan. LOLX.

concluding a tiring thursday. happy is all i can describe myself today. wat a day. if only everyday can be as good as today. good music, good friends, and cheap deals. bless all who made this day possible for me…… even the nice bus captain that decide to wait for me cross the road and let me get on the bus this morning. Today is B.E.A.Utiful!……..

Somehow getting addicted to bloggin….. thats y there is a 2nd post…..

transition - change from one state to another

going through that? i think so….. but transition into who? or rather what? someone silly and lazy? ponders….. somehow felt responsibility getting heavier and heavier.

"nothing is impossible i have found, for when my chin’s on the ground. i pick myself up, dust myself off, start all over again…." part of the lyrics from ‘Pick Yourself Up - Diana Krall’………. responsibility heavy till my chin is on the ground? not really. no loads’ too heavy for me, yet.

wondering. lost in my own world. that somehow summarizes my sunday. lost in my thoughs. no one to talk to. perhaps no one who can really understand me. am i going mental? i hope not. ha2. maybe im just simply LAZY. lazy to work on the stupid assignment, from the ridiculous lecturer, who don’t really know what he is teaching. what the heck….. a proposal requires referals? thats something fresh. does he know what he is asking for? crap. can’t be bothered by his ignorance. didn’t follow my schedule again….. delay and delay and delay….. lazy is all  i can describe myself…. should have been working on my assignment rather than to laze infront of my computer, listening to Diana Krall, and typing this blog….. now seems to be SBC (Super Bo Chap)….. juz like to see the world pass me by……… see others bzbzbzbz…… while i relax around one corner……. should be like the french, sitting in one of their cafe along avenue champs elysee, sipping coffee, plugged into the ipod (too bad dun have one), and watch the fashionable frenchies stroll along the famous avenue that leads to the arc de triumph……. ‘ziiiip’…. back to reality……..

hoping for the time when ill get to travel somewhere again……

Lazy July……….. Lazy Jackson…………….. Lazy Sunday………….. Concluding another fruitless week of my life…………..