Feeling better but silly & lazy
Somehow getting addicted to bloggin….. thats y there is a 2nd post…..
transition - change from one state to another
going through that? i think so….. but transition into who? or rather what? someone silly and lazy? ponders….. somehow felt responsibility getting heavier and heavier.
"nothing is impossible i have found, for when my chin’s on the ground. i pick myself up, dust myself off, start all over again…." part of the lyrics from ‘Pick Yourself Up - Diana Krall’………. responsibility heavy till my chin is on the ground? not really. no loads’ too heavy for me, yet.
wondering. lost in my own world. that somehow summarizes my sunday. lost in my thoughs. no one to talk to. perhaps no one who can really understand me. am i going mental? i hope not. ha2. maybe im just simply LAZY. lazy to work on the stupid assignment, from the ridiculous lecturer, who don’t really know what he is teaching. what the heck….. a proposal requires referals? thats something fresh. does he know what he is asking for? crap. can’t be bothered by his ignorance. didn’t follow my schedule again….. delay and delay and delay….. lazy is all i can describe myself…. should have been working on my assignment rather than to laze infront of my computer, listening to Diana Krall, and typing this blog….. now seems to be SBC (Super Bo Chap)….. juz like to see the world pass me by……… see others bzbzbzbz…… while i relax around one corner……. should be like the french, sitting in one of their cafe along avenue champs elysee, sipping coffee, plugged into the ipod (too bad dun have one), and watch the fashionable frenchies stroll along the famous avenue that leads to the arc de triumph……. ‘ziiiip’…. back to reality……..
hoping for the time when ill get to travel somewhere again……
Lazy July……….. Lazy Jackson…………….. Lazy Sunday………….. Concluding another fruitless week of my life…………..
